Last night I was driving to get some food and a thought hit me, what will happen if someone runs into me and I die? What does death feel like? I am not going of the deep end I am just curious as to why people will pay to hear from the loved ones on the other side. Is there life after death? I mean death can come at anytime, one time you are laughing and a minute later you are lifeless no smile just a corpse. Then I ask myself how will my boys feel? They are so young and fragile. Should I be preparing them just incase?

One person very near to me who passed on in 1999 my Great grandmother, always told me that we are only filthy rags and clamoring worms. That nothing in this world is ours and if we die we will never take it with us. She always used to say someone who is always greedy in life whenever they get buried they have a lot of dirty because they are trying to take everything with them. The ones who are not so greedy they have to scrap to find dirt. I miss her.

Does death really look like the grim ripper…dressed in all black with a hood and a scythe and is a skeleton? Is that what people see when they have a near death experience?

I am not afraid to die, I mean I need to repent I have done some bad things here and there…but then how many people are going to be there on judgment day? See there are so many questions that I have and there are no answers. As of now I will just worry about my sons, my step-daughter and my husband to make sure that they know that I love them everyday. I call them DAKS . Live everyday to the fullest because you never know when it will be your last.

Just clearing some thoughts again.

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