It would seem the saying is true: “as we grow older time flies”. Or is it because of Twitter…ah well who knows. It is yet another Monday, the start of another week and I have much on the agenda beginning today. I am not going to bed however until I get this off my chest. See, when I get these writing spells I have to let it all out before I get amnesia and forget that there was even something to write. First off, I am going to make a list so that I could check off everything and I am on a mission to reach my goal by the end of the week. I will tell you later.

Anyways last week was fun and I am looking forward to what this week is going to bring. I have to say that I am expecting some bumps along the way, but where there is a will there is a way right? I do have to say that I’ve learned a lot at an early age that you do not get everything that you want…well not at the time you want it. However you do get it with a bonus . Life is tough yes but this week I have an aim to get something that I need and want (is that even correct?).

Life is also funny and its the tiny things that matter…don’t get me wrong a diamond ring here or there is still good . I was putting Akeem to bed on Wednesday night and I kissed him on his head and I told him that I loved him. He had his thumb in his mouth, he looked at me and said “Ok I know”, and rolled over to sleep. I could only smile it was funny the way he did it. My sons are one of my life lessons . Never take anything for granted, cherish every moment and tell them that you love them.

This week I am also going to put the ole brain cells to work…continuing on with FLEX…someone keeps on asking me where is my program so that is another mission. I will accomplish it though because if definitely won’t hurt to know something extra. Its funny how many things you can learn…and Twitter gave me more fire to try them . Ah…good ole Twitter…I will say again is not bad at all . So yes my agenda is packed for the week and my list is ready whenever I am awake I will begin my mission and hope to find a result by the end of the week.

“Why there is a will there is a way”

This is a video of the youngest member of the Soweto Street Beat group enjoy.

This hawk has been hanging around since yesterday. Notice how it looks at me…oooo…and it’s beak.

Last night I was driving to get some food and a thought hit me, what will happen if someone runs into me and I die? What does death feel like? I am not going of the deep end I am just curious as to why people will pay to hear from the loved ones on the other side. Is there life after death? I mean death can come at anytime, one time you are laughing and a minute later you are lifeless no smile just a corpse. Then I ask myself how will my boys feel? They are so young and fragile. Should I be preparing them just incase?

One person very near to me who passed on in 1999 my Great grandmother, always told me that we are only filthy rags and clamoring worms. That nothing in this world is ours and if we die we will never take it with us. She always used to say someone who is always greedy in life whenever they get buried they have a lot of dirty because they are trying to take everything with them. The ones who are not so greedy they have to scrap to find dirt. I miss her.

Does death really look like the grim ripper…dressed in all black with a hood and a scythe and is a skeleton? Is that what people see when they have a near death experience?

I am not afraid to die, I mean I need to repent I have done some bad things here and there…but then how many people are going to be there on judgment day? See there are so many questions that I have and there are no answers. As of now I will just worry about my sons, my step-daughter and my husband to make sure that they know that I love them everyday. I call them DAKS . Live everyday to the fullest because you never know when it will be your last.

Just clearing some thoughts again.