Merry Christmas to you and yours on this special holiday. When people enjoy the true meaning of giving and sharing, and though some do not recognize it as the birth of our Christ, I will have to add, that it is the day we celebrate the birth of Jesus.

Its not only about the gifts, but about the true meaning of family, to see your husband or wife smile as she receives that precious diamond you gave to her or the gadget you gave to him, to see the children excited about the toys they received. It warms my heart to see my boys happy. I got him a card that explained to him just how I felt for Christmas, and to see him smile is priceless. Those special moment are worth the long walks through the mall, the endless days trying to think of what to get them, they end up being special and engraved in the part of your brain called the special memories. Have you ever noticed however a few months or even days down the line you want to throw all those toys out the door when the children keep on fighting over them? It is still a special day  though. I do love  my present though, it is precious and it speaks to me in a way that he could only speak to me. I love you baby.

You know what? I miss back home at this time of the year…the fruit cake, the ginger wine, the ham, the beef, just say the FOOD…the puddings…the lis goes on and on. Thats when I really pack the pounds. Oh the precious food, gosh  my m outh is watering as I type this. I admit I envy anyone who went back home and has all the access to the good food (secret some of the food sucks here). I don’t even have the apetite to eat anything reallly…home sweet home, I miss you. I hope everyone there would take a drink of Ponche Cuba for me, I would appreciate it deeply, from the bottom of my heart.

The new year is fast approaching and I am one more year closer to my goal, I have so many things to be thankful this year, especially supportive friends, and a strong family network. I do have to make an assertive effort however to make some changes and try to make some resolutions that I will keep. I have some big plans for ‘09, and I see them in the  making! I have so much to think of and I have so many decisions to make for the coming year. I am looking forward to making the best of that year, this year was ok, though I wished there were certain things were never said or done. There is no reason looking back and regretting though, there is only time to look forward, and just make sure it never happens again. I need to also do woosah! That might help me from being quick to answer since I never take commands. A friend told me I would never make it in the army because I never listen, I never know when to keep my mouth shut, and I am a smart mouth .  Looking at it I guess I am…lol!

I just hope I will reah a few of my goals, some of them I cannot talk about until the time is actual near and I know for sure i want  to do it. I do know however I NEED to take a trip to Miami and Atlanta! I don’t mind a road trip I can do it all by myself. Ooooo….Oooo.oooo! Guess what I got yesterday in the mail! Almond tablets! Man they are so good, I have just a little bit remaining thought …I ate it all up in one day. I think I will pick on the remainder of it .

Ok gotta go now.

Merry Christmas Guys and Gals!!!

Just watching Family Guy, gosh what a stupid show, though this is a rerun I still laugh at some of the scenes. I still wonder why Stewie head is so big and why does he have an english accent. Very funny show. The weeks are going by so quickly I cannot even blink fast enough. I have to wake up at 7 to get Kareem ready for school and then the  day begins. I am going to have to go shopping the next few days for cards and presents. What a christmas this year will be. Have you every had a pimple that is  just popping out and it hurts like hell? It is annoying .

My Avatar Katrina Southard

So I am still trying to get my grid up and working so that I will be officially up and open to anyone who wants to play a game that I will have the name up soon. I just need to now find a dedicated server so that I could host it so that others could have their regions and do whatever they want when they want. I call second life the game that never stops it goes on without you. I remembered owning a club, "house of Kats", man it was hectic like a day job, having to make schedules, and having to get things rolling, having to have the cash on hand to offer people. Plus I used to Dj, man we used to have Caribbean Nights and it was so much fun. I have to admit that is the only time I club and those are the only clubs I’ve been to EVER. I know that Kat here does not really look like me but that is what secondlife is about being someone you’re not, getting away from reallfe and just really relaxing and playing. It got a little bit boring when my friend died and he was no longer there to play. I did not feel the need to play the game anymore. Now though I am able to do my own thing from scratch and make my own creation it is very exciting.

Anyways I need to go to bed. Later!

Enjoying a beautiful sunset on my island. I have not written anything in a while, been busy doing other things, and causingg havoc where I can. I think I know what my New Years resolution is going to be…lol. So I have been playing this game second life where in order to get a 65K piece of land or an island you would have to pay $1000.00 US to get it and then $250.00 US after for monthly maintainence. Give me a break. I do own land in Second life but I do not intend to do so much longer. I have almost 4 regions already and guess what they are all free! Took some playing around to get it to work…soon I will have it hooked up to a grid and then once that works out I will go into my own grid. I guess I am liking it lol. Though now I cannot figure out what to build and gosh I have to make my own hair and clothes. I could do it the easy way hehe pay tons of money to get the clothes made for me and the scripts too…well that is just a thought. Here are some more pics:

Who said no one could walk on water haha…trying to level my region

Such a beautiful moon…night on DeValley

Just built the Bank of  DeValley…the steps look funny.

65355 sq m of land.

I am thinking of teraforming the land to look like Dominica. I need to get the program to do it…now that would be fun. Why am I up at this time of the night? I guess I am going to try to transfer somethings from SL to build the grid up some.

So on the countdown there are 11 more days to go and then it is Christmas. Ah how time flies. I need to buy the boys things by next week. On the 18th is the final day to make any online orders if we want to get it in time for Christmas, I better hurry or else….o.O. I already saw what I am getting, omg I am all girly now, normally I get gadgets something thta has to do with computers, ah…this time I am getting….Shhhhhh…not talking. Ok well time for bed. Goodnight All.