Not everything can go your way, I have learned that too many a times. But yet I think I could sometimes get my way. What is meant to be will be right. How can it be though that you feel such strong attraction and have such a strong bond, and you feel like fate has something to do with it and it is not right?

I would rather though have someone who cherishes me and pampers me, maybe I am being a spoilt brat for wanting it to be all about me, but who cares about me? Only me of course. No one else knows my feelings and no one else definitely don’t give a hoots arse about me.  I wonder sometimes why do we meet certain people? Why do we ever have to know some people? Is there a reason? Is there a lesson that we should all be learning? I will never know the answer, but I have a feeling that it is not good.

I hold the bear you gave me, the nice fluffy red one, but sometimes I feel like the cold penguin that you gave me for Christmas all alone and cold.  Why have we changed? Why are we drifting apart? Why is there a cold lace running through our space? 

I will be always thinking about what we could have had and never will. Know though that you have my heart and I will always sing my love for you.