Hi all, its been a while since I have written something. I have been busy with work and school trying to catch up. Nothing major happened these past few weeks though its the same ole every day. I am just missing my family independence day, wow its been 5 years since I have been back home. I need to sit one day to watch creole in the park now that will be good to watch. Man I am going to miss the callaloo and breadfruit and salt fish and crabs. Omg Yum. So enough of thinking about back home. Right now I have so much on my mind so I am not even going to talk about it. If I even start I might not end and it might be a never ending story. I have a lot of decisions to make, some of which might have some consequences be it good or bad, I will take the risk. I am on my last few minutes at work and I am about to leave. I have some pics of Kareem from his picture day at school.

Later

I watched the debate last night, and boy I am so proud of Obama the way he handled himself, and his calm demeanor. Gosh he is amazing. I am so proud to see that we as Americans are finally realizing that we need to  have some change. There are however, some people who are just trying to get to be President, and they do not care about the economy but their own personal gain. I watched as McCain acted like a little child, rolling his eyes, smirking and breathing hard, when he could not get his way, that is, at making Obama angry. I loved what Obama said today, do not get all cocky, and such, because you never know what could happen, especially with all of the dishonesty and slandering and all of the mud slinging that is happening. He is right, it is less than 3 weeks to the November 4th election and you never know what the RNC could do just to get into the White House. I just hope that Americans are not stupid enough to vote someone who is on the verge of suffering from old people sickness. Looking at him last night was evident at how he will be reacting to certain things its just like how my great grandma used to do. Then to tell me that he chose a damn idiot of a woman to run as his VP was even more insulting. He thinks that Americans are stupid that we do not know what we are about, that we will vote anyone to be president.

N-e-ways enough of that, I am just venting a bit. I work tomorrow it was a great 2 days at home, I did some chores around the house and ran some other errands that I wanted to do for some time now. I decided to cut my hair the day before and I think I like it some. Hehe I look cute. I think I am going to keep it that way, hey less stuff to do to it and more time to get ready for work, that is the lazy talk right there. I have been getting better, I just have a stuffy nose and that is all for now I am not feeling as bad as I was the last few days. Just so sleepy now. Ok I am going to drop the boys to their grandma’s house because tomorrow Kareem’s school is having teacher planning day. Ah well talk to you guys later.

Wow, for someone to call another "that one" there has to be some hatred in their heart since it is so hard to call the other by his birth name. I watched the debate last night, and boy did Obama school that old fart. He really did take his gloves off he tried a few things but Obama gave him a knockout. Did you see when he said that Obama was not capable that he shouted he would bomb another country? Obama came right up and said he did the same when it was Iran, his shoulders dropped, that was so noticeable. He felt so defeated he did not even stay to socialize with the un-committed voters. My President Obama stated however, did you see the pic he took, man that shows he is much more in tuned to our needs. McCain kept on saying that Obama doesn’t understand, but boy oh boy Obama took those same words and he let McCain have it. Ha! Now this is a landslide. We the people are finally having a say in this election. Yesterday gas was down to $3.23 here as Obama gains lead our US dollar is gaining more respect. Omg to hope gas will be back to under $2.00 man I will have no worries about filling my tank, shoot it will take me about $30.00 tops to get it filled and at least $60.00 every month. I am feeling at ease today, because I can say YES WE CAN AND WE HAVE MADE IT.

Today I am waiting for this idiot of a dish installation guy to come on back to hook my dish up. He came early did not even call while I was taking some much needed rest with Akeem. I was so tired because I did not go to bed until maybe after 11 last night. Which is early, but having being sick these past few weeks it has taken its toll on my body. So I am getting more and more tired as the days go by. I have to complete my assignment, and I vow that tonight I will complete everything. I have registrations already for the fall semester which I did at the beginning of the summer semester so I did not have to worry about calling to register again. Coming up next math and English, I am dead, I think.

Akeem is with me today, gosh I love him so much, his brother is at school, I have to say this I gave them both a hair cut, a bald hair cut, and now they look like little angels they are so cute (do not tell Kareem I called him cute). I miss them whenever they are not at home, I worry about everything that concerns them. They are the apples of my eye. They do get disciplined when needed that they do not like. Kareem’s teacher told me this morning that he is shy before a big crowd, he would count when she has a 1 on 1 with him, but in front of the class he will not and refuse to do it. So tonight we will have a little mother to son talk. Hehe wow I am saying that, see, having them early was not my plan but someone who has more authority decided that it was time. Now I see the fundamentals (Obama words) behind it. Now I will only have to focus on getting them through school and getting my career on the way. So everything wrapped and ready to go.

Ok right now my back is hurting I am going to lay down for a bit, maybe soon I will have some television to look at. CSI Las Vegas here I come. Omg the premier of season 9 begins tomorrow night I need to DVR it. Wooshhhhh.

Later

Oh my back and finger. A weird combination of the complain. I am on my 15 minute break right now and I am just taking some time to think about everything that has been happening with me during these past few weeks. From getting sick to the allergic reaction to the meds that were given to me. Now I have to be very careful with whatever I take because on Friday my voice was gone and I could not speak due to some reaction to some chemicals. Gosh the only allergies I used to have were dust. Now I am getting allergic to many things that I am used to using. Today my schedule is the way I want it for now so I can get home early to get some much needed rest.

I have to finish my assignment for my classes, currently I am in my 6th week and I have 2 more weeks to go. Having been sick the favors were not on my side for these two classes, I am not doing as I want to in both classes and I am very disappointed. I am hoping that the outcome will be good, as I will strive to make a good grade in my finals to make up maybe for the lost time. That reminds me I have to call my student advisor to find out about my registration for m other classes coming up for the fall semester.

I need your opinion, currently I have both At&t and Verizon as my cellphone carriers. With one the data plan is great and the other, the voice is great. should I just lower the minutes for the one that I use for the data and increase the one for the voice? What do you think?

Anyways I will be back at lunch. So I will say goodbye for now. 

I understand no why certain people refuse to make up their mind on a matter. Its because they know that they are not ready or they just do not want to be tied down with a situation. I guess I am the one who likes to hurry. I was never patient, that’s not one of my attributes, its either you do it or you don’t, its either you mean it or you don’t. If I want something I have to have it now.

Its just me and my babies, my two boys. Just the three of us. No one else. I guess that is how life is supposed to be. I am just tired of the horse manure and the dirty water. I am young and strong and I have my rest of my life ahead of me. Why should I be lamenting on things that will never be or were never going to be? I guess it is so, but I am done keeping hope and waiting, That is wastiing my time.