Sometimes I feel like running away and hiding from everything, but then I will be considered a coward. One who has no guts. Yeah, at times when I am tired I just think deeply, trying to see how far I could go, how far I could push myself. I have been deep in though today thinking about alot of things from where I am going, and where I’ve been. Actually however I am pretty tired. Drats. time is running out I need to go back to work. Then at times I just think. To see two crazy people act so loving to each other, they have the same mentally, but are opposites in color makes me laugh.

So an update on the moving, I have almost completely gotten my things out, all I need to do now is call Talgov to get my electricity transfered, call embarq to get my internet and phone transfered and then to call Dish to get my tv working by the time I move in. I hope they could do everything by wednesday, because I cannot deal with no CSI or even some extra shows. OK back to work.

Yesterday was my b-day and today I do not feel any different. Today I stayed home I did some chores and the usual then relaxed. I could not print anything since my black ink is gone and I was too lazy to remember to buy some or even attempt to go to the store. So I have to try to finish it by at least Saturday. I have been doing better in my classes, since the last few weeks I have been sick, I think I will hit a B+ for both, which I do not like but I had no control over it. Maybe I might get an A I am trying to work it because a B is too low if you ask me.

I spent some more time with Akeem, boy he makes me happy and makes me laugh alot.  He thinks that he is so grown. Kareem is doing well at school, I am so proud of him. He is catching on quickly, after knowing everything now was his time to show that he knows his stuff. I am so proud. Akeem is still two so he will not be attending school until the year after but I will try to get him into a three year old program once he turns three. Right now I am on my way to their grandma’s house to bring Akeem. He stays with her on the days I work.

Ok gotta go!!!

I am 23 years old today, one year older and wiser, my eyes have seen so many things and my ears have heard so many things that I know will be forever imprinted into my memory. I am still the same in body and I feel no different, just the same ole Vandy. What I hope however is to become a better person, be more patient and be less vindictive not that I can say it will be easy. I will try to be less judgmental and try to be more kind to others. I will try to  be the best I can be. Though the spirit of revenge will forever burn in my heart I will try to quail it.

So today is my day, I received one of my presents yesterday! Man it is amazing, touch of class. Now that makes me feel good. I did not go to do my hair after all I think I will keep it natural for a little while longer then I will go to get it relaxed. I promised myself that I would not do that but as time went by I slowly changed my mind. I have the pics and I keep on pushing them off I need to get them in by today and that is a promise. I plan however to relax and just chill then tomorrow I will do all of the hard work. Going to chill with my lil’ man Akeem, but before I do so let me add the  pics of my new laptop:

                           Yes it’s here I just brought it home!

                           Getting there

                                Here he is!

                          hmmm a handsome fella

                         Oh  my baby is open!

                         Me likes!

I am going to run his Core 2 Duo processor out!

I decided to go to the nail salon after work today. WOW! No one told me that waxing would be so painful, not that I asked anyone. I normally do my eye brows myself but it needed some much needed shaping. So I did a combo getting a full set of nails and my eyebrows waxed. At least I am prepping for my B-day! Haha I feel refreshed, a hairy woman now hairless or with less hair haha. Today at work I was so tired from yesterday, omg what a day it was. I started to feel the effects of trying to throw a heavy ball in the holes just to win tickets for the boys. I think I might have a big kid moment again and go to Chuck E. Cheeses again.

I am cooking right now so I better go take care of dinner. Much love!

Oh by the way I will be posting the pics tonight!

Wow my baby is 5 today. He is so big. Wow he is well almost to my shoulders, not that I am short! We are getting ready to go to his party at chucky e. cheeses. He is so excited. Haha, wow I am still in awe I feel like a proud mama. Ok I will have pics and I will upload them tonight!!!

Later!!